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Exercising the Demons

Posted on June 6, 2016 by Elbrecht

Scott and I walked into his apartment a bit lighter in the pockets and mildly sleep-deprived. The drive back to Los Angeles hadn’t been more than 4 hours, mostly through the barren desert highway, but it had given us plenty of time to reminisce on the previous 24 hours.

His roommate greeted our return with, “Hey, where did you guys stay in Las Vegas?”

Scott replied, “Oh, just some low-class Motel 6 off the strip.”

She pointed quizzically at the newscast on the TV screen. “You mean that Motel 6?”

We replied simultaneously, “Yeah, why? What’s going on?”

“A few hours ago they caught the sniper there who had been killing people in Ohio.”

I looked at Scott. He looked at me with the same look of disbelief.

We had unknowingly had an uncomfortably close brush with infamy.

The “270 Sniper” had been caught at our hotel in Las Vegas a mere 60 minutes after we departed.

We had spent the previous 24 hours gambling, drinking, and wandering the streets of Sin City. He had been hiding in our Motel 6, law enforcement hot on his trail.

So when Scott and I recently planned a return trip to Las Vegas twelve years later, we decided to class it up a bit, avoid the Riff Raff, and stay on the strip.

There was no telling whom we would encounter this time around, but we actively sought to avoid any serial killers at The Motel 6.

Scott and I have known each other since 8th grade. His and my parents shared the odd predilection for sending their children to a brand new school housed in a warehouse in the industrial sector of Wichita, KS.

Yes, we went to school in a warehouse. Not like something out of a Philip K. Dick novel, where we would by psychologically programmed to become superhuman automatons.

But more like a once-vibrant warehouse in the process of being transformed into a new age educational experience where grades were in flux and Love was bountiful.

Actually, Love was very bountiful there, as the up-start school was housed in a Love Box Company warehouse, likely something Walter Love, the company’s founder, would have beamed with pride about.

While there, Scott and I both were indoctrinated in Logic, Composition, Biology, and Roller Hockey {in reverse order of importance}.

Despite the humble beginnings of our friendship, in a warehouse school in a dusty midwest metropolis, the lessons we learned were paramount to our unlikely professional ascensions. [Except for the Roller Hockey. I don’t really use that for anything.]

Our friendship started over twenty years ago in a warehouse.

Then we managed to avoid a psychopathic serial killer 10 years later.

Now, only a few weeks ago, we found ourselves re-united in Sin City again.

In the midst of Residency, it has been hard for me to “catch my breath” at times. The completion of every shift, every day in the office, and every licensure task, brings on more things to do, more days in the office, more shifts to be worked.

It seems inescapable.

But that’s why it’s called Residency. In order to be trained properly and efficiently, you are seemingly living at the Hospital, in the office, or a desk trying to complete a seemingly endless list of tasks.

Which is why Scott’s suggestion of a reunion in Las Vegas was utterly brilliant. We both needed a breather from our action packed lives.

Over ten years after our brush with infamy, Scott and I are living lives we simply couldn’t have imagined back then. Scott is a successful Healthcare Systems analyst, having completed his PhD at Florida State after marrying a hometown girl, and now resides in our nation’s capitol with a daughter and another one on the way.

I’m me.

We have kept in close touch since our last destination vacation to Sin City, but if the last 10 years taught us anything, it was to upgrade from The Motel 6.

When I made my egress from the plane in Las Vegas on Sunday morning, Scott was there waiting; the mastermind to our 48 hour get-away already had the wheels in motion.

We made our way to the Uber pick-up and our driver quickly made a quick connection, identifying that his grown children live in the same city as me. The small talk was brief, as it only took 5 minutes to reach our destination.

Our destination, the MGM Grand, was a familiar location to Scott, as he had visited Sin City numerous times in the years since our last sojourn together; most typically he arrived with his wife, who would be the Chris Moneymaker to his Phil Hellmuth in a pairing of Poker legends.

But this time, he managed to wrangle a male side-kick, in a Zach Galifianakis in “The Hangover” mold, rather than a Johnny Chan.

At the MGM, Scott managed to finagle an earlier-than-typically-allowed check-in time by not-so-secretively leaving a $50 tip for the concierge. As we calmly and cooly proceeded towards our rooms, I had the feeling our 48 hours of escape in Las Vegas would easily eclipse the 24 hours of chaos we spent there over a decade earlier.

When I landed back in Columbus on Tuesday evening it was nearly midnight. I was exhausted; and sun-burned. And slightly enamored with a woman I met on a plane.

In addition, I was neither psychologically or physiologically prepared to be a physician again in less than 8 hours.

But in Vegas, when the stakes are high, you can either fold or go all-in. I decided to go all-in this time.

We may not have had an indirect brush with infamy like back in 2004, but our 48 hours in Sin City made us hungry for more; just as with the genesis of our friendship, there would likely be more tales to tell.

Black Betty

Posted on April 23, 2016 by Elbrecht

At 2:17AM on a recent Friday morning I couldn’t sleep.

Not in the sense that I was laying awake in bed, thinking about the cosmos, or wondering how “The Walking Dead” Season Finale would play into any future cross-over series that might be developed, or anxiously awaiting the sun to rise again.

I was actually physically not able to sleep.

As my body was beginning to shut down at the cellular level, the efflux of potassium and phosphorus from every cell beginning to overwhelm my blood stream, the pager holstered upon my left hip started chiming again.

The pager transmitted electrical energy, similar to that of a defibrillator, into my body; the potassium and phosphorus blasted back into the cells, preventing a super-saturated metabolic derangement which would have caused my cardiac activity to cease.

Simultaneously, the loudspeaker in the Emergency Department blared, “Septic Shock Alert, ED 47.”

“Septic Shock Alert, ED 47.”

I unholstered the pager from my hip, quicker than Doc Holliday when he penetrated Ringo’s brain with a lead slug, and glanced down at the message awaiting me.

As I swiveled and rose from the stool I had been atop for only a matter of moments, I read the message. Thankfully, it only read “Septic Shock Alert, ED 47”, the electrical companion to the overheard communication, instead of 555-9095.

Or 555-9030.

Or 555-9494.

Those numbers belonged to the Hospitalist medicine service, the Intensive Care Unit, and the ED Nursing desk, respectively.

Responding to any of those calls would have meant either another patient was waiting for me to admit them to the hospital or an already admitted patient was trying to die in the ICU.

If any of those three numbers had been present, I would have needed to take over the care of the actively dying patient in the Septic Shock Alert, while simultaneously trying to:

1) figure out how in god’s name I would possibly get all of the work done I still had to do

2) supervise my junior resident

3) not lose my mind.

I also probably would have taken the pager and rifled it into the closest wall, hoping to have it explode in a wave of energy like the Death Star in Episode IV.

My Junior Resident sat beside me, near catatonic from Night Call’s siren song; I tugged at his scrub top, motioned for him to follow along, and let out a long sigh.

I could not sleep.

I was the Senior Resident on Night Call.

Or as I prefer to call her, Black Betty.

Black Betty is the anthropomorphic representation of Night Call, the overnight shift when physician staffing drops to a skeleton crew and the statistical probability of all hell breaking loose starts creeping up on 100%.

As the sun begins setting on a hard day’s work for most of the physicians, nurses, and ancillary staff in the hospital, Betty begins to rear her ugly head.

Her darkness requires the fortitude of a special type of physician.

Unless you are a Resident like me. Then you are required to show up to spend some time with Black Betty as a part of your training.

You are not a special physician. You are a Resident. And the only thing special about you is your ability to not spontaneously combust from the lack of sleep you have sustained.

Every Resident dates Black Betty. Some for a night here and there, with no specific frequency or expectation. She does not discriminate.

Others join her for a two week stretch; where her smooth skin becomes chapped and dry by the third night, her velvety caressing hands become stiff and arthritic by the seventh, and her formerly gentle kisses become vicious flesh-tearing wounds as the sun rises on the tenth.

Black Betty invites the denizens of the night to start shuffling into the Emergency Department.

And the critically ill whose lives are sustained by technological marvels in the ICU to begin their physiologic derangements.

They are joined by the sickly and elderly who become unpleasantly delirious as a result of her rancor.

—–

To this point in my Residency, I have spent over 20 weeks with Black Betty. A majority of those weeks have come in two week chunks, spread over In-patient Medicine, Surgery, and Obstetrics.

But as a now as a PGY-2, the Senior Resident, I have also had more than my fair share of random Saturday date nights with ‘ol Betty.

She and I have been intimate more times than I would care to admit.

Each date brings about something unique, whether it’s a patient hurtling a chair through a 7th-story window, a near-dead woman’s heart beating in full view of the audience in the trauma bay, or stabbing a needle into a man’s chest to hear the whoosh of air escape and provide his lung the opportunity to re-inflate.

She is fertile with opportunities for us to perform our duties as physicians.

Black Betty had a child, the damn thing gone wild.

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At 2:43AM on a recent Friday morning I exited ED 47 with my Junior Resident in tow.

Black Betty had provided us an opportunity to exercise our clinical judgement, initiate resuscitative measures, and stabilize an elderly gentleman who had tangoed with the Grim Reaper several times in the past two months.

The Reaper’s grasp had tried to choke off the man’s air supply. But we would have none of that.

Black Betty didn’t care. She shrugged it off.

She knew other opportunities awaited.

And my Junior Resident and I would be there. Waiting.

I would not sleep.

Not when Black Betty has anything to say about it.

The Rise of Magneto

Posted on January 31, 2016 by Elbrecht

The Birth of Magneto

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Since their inception, movies and television have glamorized the life of a physician, often intertwining personal stories of said physicians with the heroic acts they perform and the inherent braininess required therein.

This is only a mild reality.

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Sure, physicians are by-and-large smarter than the average bear, but it is our tireless work ethic, attention to detail, and self-loathing which provides us the ability to make such a significant impact in the lives of our patients.

There is little glitz, even less glamour, and only the occasional heroic act in the life of a physician. But the combination of these traits keeps many of us going back to work every day.

No. I mean EVERY day. As in… working EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

In case you can’t tell I’m currently smack dab in the middle of my second year of Residency (aka PGY-2)… a time I have affectionately termed, “The Rise of Magneto.”

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Though some more recent medical dramas have included the lives of Residents, this middle ground in the hierarchy of medicine is poorly understood and recognized.

After completing medical school, newly-minted physicians in the US must complete a Residency before becoming a physician capable of practicing on their own.

In the US, simply completing medical school is not sufficient to become a physician; no hospitals or physician groups will hire you; no insurance will reimburse you.

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Instead, you must prove your worth, knowledge, and skills by completing a Residency in the specialty of your choice.

Alas, the general public is not fully aware of this transitional stage in the professional life of a physician. There is either “you are a doctor” or “you are not a doctor”.

And if the patient is sitting in a gown, on an exam table or on a hospital gurney, while asking for medical help and you identify yourself as their physician, “you are a doctor.”

Which, in fact, you are.

Confused yet?

Well, I am too.

Because now that I’m half-way through my Residency, I am starting to find myself straddling the line between being a naive Intern and a full-fledged Attending.

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The major reason Residencies exist in the US is due to the wide swath of information and skills needing to be honed in order to provide adequate medical care in the 21st century (and the 20th century before it.)

The sheer breadth of knowledge acquired during these training programs is paramount to fully understanding the capabilities, pit-falls, and intricacies of the human body.

It also introduces physicians to the longitudinal aspects of caring for patients and their families.

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One night while I was an Intern (PGY-1), I responded to an overhead page from the Emergency room; my assistance was requested in the care of a critically ill patient.

Not exactly “my” assistance per se, but by being the Intern on-call, I was part of the team responding to patients who have such a severe infection as to be called “Septic“.

The woman was non-responsive, cool to the touch, and seemingly every square centimeter of her body was swollen with fluid.

Her vital signs on the monitor were tenuous. A quick scan of her body revealed a tube protruding from her pelvis, most likely a surgically placed catheter to drain urine from her bladder.

The daughter sat at the bedside, quickly describing the course of actions she believed could have led to the current predicament.

Despite her seated position at the bedside, her fear was palpable.

I thanked her for the explanation and informed her we would need to pursue aggressive measures to save her mother’s life. Without hesitation, she consented.

Over the next several days, her mother remained unresponsive in the Intensive Care Unit, her life supported by machines to keep her lungs delivering oxygen to her swollen body; medications kept her heart pumping that same oxygen to every fragile cell.

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But one day shortly thereafter, I arrived in the ICU and the mother was no longer in the room.

The bed was barren, immaculately cleaned, and prepared for the next critically ill patient.

She had died overnight, her body unable to sustain life despite the most aggressive medical interventions, all while I attempted to regain my cellular integrity through several hours of sleep in my own poorly-cared-for apartment.

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Six months later, I was working in the office of an Oncologist (a doctor who treats patients with cancer) preparing to see his next patient. While thumbing through her chart, he described the course of events leading her to seek his care.

When we entered the room, I saw a familiar face. The daughter of the non-responsive woman I just described. She smiled and greeted me, though I instantaneously recognized her palpable fear.

The Oncologist was surprised and said, “you two know each other?”

I responded, “yes, I cared for her mother.”

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There were no heroic acts which changed the outcome of the mother’s life. Unfortunately, there were no heroic acts to perform for the daughter either.

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In our current “illness-based” medical system, which more handsomely rewards interventions while people are ill, even Family Medicine docs like myself tend to more commonly encounter patients when they are in need, rather than when they are well.

{This is more a by-product of when people tend to seek out care, rather than a desire on most physicians part, as Family Medicine is predicated on prevention of illness.}

And sometimes the wellness and illness intersect.

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Having completed two months of Obstetrics and Gynecology during my intern year, as a PGY-2 I have become “eligible” to work 24-hour shifts on the Obstetrics service.

The Rise of Magneto, indeed.

{By eligible, I mean the cap on my consecutive hours able to be worked is now 24… And I am assigned to work said shifts based on my availability. Which is truly, whenever. But that is Residency. So be it.}

Within the first hour of working my first OB-24, I delivered the baby of a woman I had never met, which is common on the Labor & Delivery service.

After ascertaining the baby’s general health and wellness while identifying the absence of suturing opportunities in the woman’s vaginal canal, I calmly congratulated her, welcomed her son to the world, and exited the room to tend to another pregnant woman.

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One week later I was working in the Pediatric Emergency Department, my latest assignment as a PGY-2, when my eyes were drawn to a patient’s Chief Complaint on the Patient Tracking Board.

It read “fever, decreased PO intake”. I scanned over to the patient’s age and read, “7 days.”

On my first night in the Pediatric ED I had seen another 7-day-old with fever and decreased PO (oral) intake. I ended up performing a lumbar puncture that night on that child due to a concern for meningitis.

Thankfully, the test results came back showing that the child did not have meningitis. It recovered quickly and was home within two days.

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But that experience had quickly alerted me to the need to act quickly and decisively in order to prevent a dire outcome.

So I clicked my name next to this latest 7-day-old child and quickly proceeded to the patient room to evaluate him.

When I opened the door and introduced myself, the mother and I instantaneously recognized each other. She was gently rocking the boy I had delivered only 7 days previously.

“Doctor, please help him.”

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I had only a week before assisted his exit from his mother’s womb. I assured his mother we would care for him and made my way back to the area where an Attending physician was awaiting my assessment and plan.

While I alerted my Attending to the intimate relationship I possessed with this child and his mother, a few of the other Residents and Attendings happened to overhear the predicament.

They all began to listen in as I outlined my plan to perform a Lumbar puncture to assure he was not rapidly deteriorating at the hands of a bacterial foe.

My Attending agreed, looked at me intently, all the while recognizing my whole-hearted investment in this patient.

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There are few instances in medicine as intimate as the delivery as a child, and to have that same child fall ill and somehow end up back within your care in a completely different hospital on a completely different medical service only a few days later, is the essence Family Medicine.

We can be seemingly ubiquitous.

Thankfully, the young boy, only a week into his life, tolerated the Lumbar puncture; his cerebrospinal fluid was absent of life-eradicating bacteria or virus; he was sleeping comfortably in his own crib again within two days.

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The transition from “medically knowledgeable but clinically deficient Intern” to “clinically seasoned and seemingly knowledgeable Senior Resident” is one fraught with pitfalls: sleep deprivation, anxiety-producing clinical scenarios, life-and-death struggles, and glaring holes in medical knowledge.

But at the moment of greatest despair, when the chips are down, the night can’t end, the day can’t come soon enough, and the struggle to become a good physician seems out-of-reach, the Intern becomes a Senior Resident.

And reflects back on the do-or-die nights, the life-and-death days, the thankful patients, the grateful families, the new-born babies first squeel, and the meaningful and life-long relationships created in the cauldron of uncertainty…

… bringing on The Rise from Intern to Senior Resident.

In my case, The Rise of Magneto.

The Birth of Magneto

Posted on September 13, 2015 by Elbrecht

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After hurriedly caring for two newly admitted patients, while receiving pages from nurses about the other patients already admitted to my service, I took a moment to “run my list.”

At 2AM on a Thursday morning, my brain required a succinct “to do” checklist to assure nothing of importance had been forgotten. Fortunately, I simultaneously happened upon my senior resident, Jacob.

He calmly asked how things were going, having left me hours before, in a trial by fire, to go about the business of running an in-patient service on Nightcall. Not that he had abandoned me, but rather, he had given me the reigns of our service and asked that I not make any decisions which caused him to question my ability as a soon-to-be second year resident.

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I collected my thoughts and began rattling off updates, allowing both of us to check off a multitude of things on our list. As I made my way to the middle of our list, I let out a quick a deep sigh.

He gave me a quizzical look, to which I responded, “I need to go check on Ms. Smith’s EKG. I was supposed to do that two hours ago.”

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Jacob and I had been paired to work together for these two weeks since our schedule for the year had been published months earlier. It was likely intentional, as Jacob had been identified as a leader within our program, and thus someone from whom I could learn to become a solid second year resident.

Though several years my junior in age, I respected Jacob’s work ethic and pride in our residency. Despite the long hours, occasionally ungrateful patients, and stress of balancing work and a family life, he kept a positive attitude and welcoming countenance. I could easily imagine him becoming a Chief Resident, one of the designated leaders of our program who toiled in an effort to provide stability in a world of chaos.

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My response prompted his characteristic comforting Arkansas twang, “Oh, don’t worry, Magneto. Ms. Smith is just fine.”

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As a part of friendships, work relationships, and familial bonding, nicknames are a nearly ubiquitous part of life. Having been given a multitude throughout my years, I quickly realized Jacob had provided me the latest in a long line. But unlike most of them, which were derivations of my first or last name, and typically of little creativity, “Magneto” provided me a cache not previously recognized.

I let out a quiet chuckle as Jacob informed me he had wandered up to Ms. Smith’s room at midnight, the time I had told him an EKG would be performed to determine if her pacemaker had been deactivated, allowing her to pass into death comfortably. Once there, he learned of my own creativity, which christened the birth of Magneto.

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I first met Ms. Smith three weeks earlier, when I was working during the day as one of the interns on our in-patient service, Clin Med. At that time, Ms. Smith was struggling with advanced heart disease, a quartet of pathologies which I termed the “Unholy Alliance”; her heart provided her four diagnoses, which together carried a high level of morbidity and mortality: congestive heart failure, atrial fibrillation, coronary artery disease, and pulmonary hypertension.

Each of these diagnoses were intimately intertwined with the others, but I had yet to see any one person carry all four. During our initial encounter, Ms. Smith was easily conversive, despite her need for supplemental oxygen, and seemed ready to battle her disease and proceed well beyond her 63 years of life. On that day, she was flanked by one of her adult sons who reflected her success as a mother.

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The night I earned my nickname, Ms. Smith was flanked by that same son, as well as her two adult daughters, several grandchildren, and a couple friends. They wished to be present in her final moments.

Between these two days, Ms. Smith had a brief, but meaningful improvement in her clinical status, allowing her to return home. But her heart quickly worsened and she ended up admitted to our service again, this time in more dire circumstances. It was immediately recognized that her final days were upon her and the one daughter who did not live in Columbus was summoned from California.

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The final daughter’s arrival from California harkened a transition in care for Ms. Smith. She had made it known if she were to have a decompensation in her status, she would not want to be maintained indefinitely.

So while her mental status waned as a result of her poorly functioning heart, we provided her some medication to prevent it from going haywire, and more importantly, did not deactivate the pacemaker embedded in her chest. Her heart kept pumping despite the malignant nature it now carried.

When the daughter arrived earlier in the day, a decision was made to stop the medications and turn off the pacemaker, allowing Ms. Smith a nearly painless transition into death.

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But when I arrived to work that evening, I was notified Ms. Smith’s pacemaker was still quite functional. The nurse paged me, reporting she had waved a magnet over Ms. Smith’s chest, performed an EKG to determine if her heart was still receiving the electrical impulses from the pacemaker, and found the characteristic pacemaker spikes on the EKG print out.

Only five minutes earlier, I was informed our Clin Med service would be directly admitting two patients; these two individuals would not be coming up from the Emergency Department, where an initial assessment had been completed, but rather were being either transferred from an outside hospital or being sent in from home by one of our colleagues.

This would require assessing the patients while they were already on the floor being cared for and simultaneously providing orders by which the nurses could care for them.

Dealing with one of these would be a trial in and of itself, but dealing with two simultaneously, while responding to pages about other patients on our service, would be quite a task. Jacob asked if I could handle it, to which I responded in the affirmative.

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The lone impedance I saw was Ms. Smith’s pacemaker. So I hurried up to the 6th floor, walked into her room, greeted her family, and confirmed I would be deactivating her pacemaker. They thanked me for our team’s care and focused their attention on their dying mother.

I excused myself for a moment, proceeded to the nurses station, rifled through a drawer beneath a bay of computers showing the electrical activity of every heart on the 6th floor, and grabbed a large, doughnut-shaped magnet, measuring 8cm in diameter.

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Having been informed the nurse had attempted to deactivate it earlier and realizing the two direct admits were awaiting my care, my eyes began searching the nurses station for something I could use to secure the heavy magnet to Ms. Smith’s chest.

I found a strap with which I felt I could secure the magnet and walked back into Ms. Smith’s room. I greeted her family again, proceeded to her bedside, and lowered the gown from her left shoulder.

I intertwined the strap in the middle of the doughnut-shaped magnet and secured it around her shoulder, resting it snuggly against her upper left chest wall. I raised the gown back over her shoulder, informed her family I would return in a few hours to check on her, and proceeded from the room.

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After leaving Ms. Smith’s room, I found her nurse, asked her to perform an EKG at midnight, and informed her I would return shortly thereafter to assess Ms. Smith.

When Jacob christened me “Magneto”, it was two hours after I had planned to see Ms. Smith again. He had made his way to the 6th floor at midnight to check on Ms. Smith’s heart.

He informed me the EKG had, in fact, shown the pacemaker to have been deactivated, as I (and Ms. Smith) had wished. But deactivating her pacemaker was not like pulling the batteries from the back of a remote control, leaving her lifeless. It had simply removed the support needed to keep her heart beating more than 60 beats per minute, the lower level of “normal”.

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Jacob relayed she was still alive, with a slowly beating heart, when he had gone to see her. We proceeded to run the rest of the list, I informing him of the status of our two directly admitted patients, and he of Ms. Smith imminent demise.

I left him and grabbed the elevator to the 6th floor. I slowly walked towards Ms. Smith’s room, the lights in the hallway dimmed appropriately for the time of night.

I knocked on the door, entered, and found her family members still gathered at her bedside, though overtaken with fatigue. They had made her room a makeshift resting place, blankets on the ground, tired bodies resting amongst each other, each of them soundly asleep.

And there was Ms. Smith, laying peacefully in her bed, continuing to have slow, agonal breathing, her heart surely winding down.

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As I quietly left the room, careful to not disturb her children and grandchildren, I took a deep breath and let out a sigh of relief.

I strolled through the darkened hallway, making my way towards the nurses’ station, but ran into her nurse before reaching my destination. She was on her way to assess Ms. Smith herself.

I informed her of my findings and asked her to keep me updated.

Five minutes later, I received a call from the nurse stating she entered the room, found Ms. Smith’s agonal breathing to have ceased, and was unable to feel a pulse. She had died.

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I returned to her room some time later, having made another round through the Intensive Care Unit to assess the health, or lack there of, of the patients who were there. Her family was all awake, having been alerted to her passing, and profusely thanked me for our team’s care.

They thanked me by name and title, but were not aware of The Birth of Magneto.